I can vividly remember certain points in the past where a palpable change happened and I knew I crossed a point of no return… yesterday was one of those days. Some events are inevitable despite our efforts to delay them; In my experience, the best way to handle them is head on. I understand that change is a constant, and I have learned to make the best of what I have while I have it. I wish I had more time, but I am thankful for what I got. I feel sad that a chapter of my life closed but excited at the same time starting a new one. I just can’t get used to this feeling of subtle shifts in relationships that drastically alters the course of your life and the people around you.
If I were being honest with myself, I’d say I was happy with the status quo and kind of gotten complaisant, but hind-sight is always 20-20 I guess. I have little to no control over the people and situations around me; All I have control over are my actions and how I chose to proceed from here. It is with a heavy heart that I look fondly back into the past and optimistically look towards the future.
To new, adventures!