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There was a time when I could be so immersed in my work, idea flowed, and everything was copacetic. Lately I've been way too negative. I've been looking at my situation from the wrong angle. I wanna disconnect myself from these frivolous situations, conniving people, cynicism, and the like. It's pointless to fight a losing war. I'd rather retreat to fight another one... so to speak.

I've been working on a new design for my site which has a fitting codename: ZEN. It's a way to release tensions hanging around my emotions. In a way, it is like returning to my roots, when I used to resort to crafts and productive activities as an outlet for my emotions. I want to calm myself so I can make focused and informed decision on pressing issues as of late. Aside from this, I also have to detach myself from public opinion regarding the decision I make and the situations I am in. A suggestion can go a long way especially to the uninformed. Personally, I think we are at this state when we are enraged or depressed.

Being truly happy now a days is a very difficult thing to achieve. We can buy all the material things we can buy and still fall short of it. So I've decided to focus on being content first; which I think is more realistic. I firmly believe that we must not set unattainable goals; and focus our sights on the ones we can actually achieve... once there maybe we can re-evaluate things.

I'm starting to sound like a preacher ^^; though this is my personal opinion about my situation in general and is in no way unsolicited advice. It is more of a conversation between me, myself and I.