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I know everyone if not most of us have those Mondays were everything seems wrong from the moment you open your eyes and you tell your self this is gonna be a fucking long week.... The down side about it is that psychological hold it has on you, it's like that last song complex that just keeps gnawing away at your head.

In efforts to attain some sort of peace of mind I thought of something to do which will motivate me. An acquaintance once told me that money is a good motivator; so that's what I intend to do... get lots of money... or maybe try to. The root of my suffering today stems from the lack of maturity to handle problems which arose from sheer stupidity and hardheadedness. So there's no one I can blame but myself and that sucks ^^

I hope a resolution come my way soon or my holidays will really be an unfortunate experience for yours truly. If not then that just goes to show you how life loves me so much... No matter how hard you try sometimes, you always fall short of your goal.