No, not water but criticism, from no other than but my immediate family. Why you ask? I guess it was a question on priorities on my part. I am planning on getting a bigger monitor for my computer which has a significant price tag, and they are questioning my decision on doing so, sighting that I should save money for my kid and all that. It's not like I am asking money from them. The idea just happened to slip out and they overheard it through the grape vine.

Normally I'd justify my reasons but I've grown tired of repeating myself to people who'll never understand my situation. They won't understand the hardships of being handicapped and the hoops you have to jump in and out of just to keep up with normal folk. The important thing right now is for me to continue what I am doing for my kid's sake and mine as well. The only jobs I can do effectively at the moment are with computers, and even that is becoming hard each day since my eyesight is perpetually degrading.

Moral support would be nice but isn't required. I am thankful with the monetary support my family gives me. There are just those days that I just don't wanna hear it. So instead I'll just enter this log into my journal in advance, in preparation of the badgering to come once I make my purchase. I'll have my reprieve once I install the new monitor and look at the BIG screen.